Bean #3

I woke up kinda early today, the first thought that composed my mind was you. This, of course, wasn’t anything new. Your soul has always been around me, its like being possessed with some demon. I feel you laying beside me before I drift off to sleep, when I’m asleep, and just as I wake up.. I feel you watching me when I eat, shower, go out, laugh, cry, talk on the phone, watch TV, or think about you.. Sometimes I imagine you suddenly walking into my room.. You know what would happen then, right? I just want to feel you beside me.. That’s all I want baby. I love you.

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6alal was studying in a foreign country, I know that he has a lot to concentrate on, other than me. I understood this, but I just missed him. I tried calling him once more..
‘al mushtar-’
Yup, you guessed it.
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I signed in on msn to waste some time..

Dumi™ says: 5aysaaaaa!!
S says: ?;p
Dumi™ says: y did u leeeevv ?? K was talking to uuu!!
S says: adri deema:p sry bs kan 3indy wajibat
Dumi™ says: ooookk:p well he askd 4 ur email…3A6AITA!(6)
S says: what r u trying to do deemo ;s ??
Dumi™ says: NOTHING ….just connecting people (A) - “nokia” :p
S says: bgara:p .. well antway ma wi9alni shay..
S says: anyway*
Dumi™ says: imballaaaa he added uuu :p
S says: emm ok ..

A few minutes later- K@hotmail.com would like to add you to his/her contact list!
I accepted..

K says: hala S
S says: ahlain..
K says: shlonich?;p
S says: tamam, u?
K says: b5eer.. :p
S says: 3asa doum ;p
K says: damat ayamich :p
S says: ajma3een;p

As we both wondered what to talk about, I talked to a few random friends just to catch up on stuff with them..

K says: soo..
S says: so.. ;p
K says: hows skl?
S says: good.. Sorry about last time, bs kan 3indy imti7an fa I had to study
K says: laa 3de :p
S says: ;p
K says: darsatla 3adil 3aad?;p
S says: ya3ni, ni9 ni9 ;p ana mo5i ma yistaw3ib 8awa3id so.. allah kareem :p
K says: looool :p inshala 5eeir !

We talked about random stuff.. Stuff like where we like to go out, our friends, latest movies.. just stupid little things. It lasted for about 6 hours. Just me and him talking, yes, JUST me and him.. we were both on appear offline and didn’t feel like talking to anyone else. It was getting late, around 3:38am, and we started getting dizzy..

K says: looool :p eee ok!
S says: ;p
K says: tadreen ina 9arlna sabi3 sa3at ga3deen chy?:p
S says: ulla!! Eee:p
K says: looooooool ma d5ty?:p
S says: imbala shwaya ;p
K says: roo7y namy:p
S says: u too :p!
K says: bs inty awal :p
S says: lool ok ;p tabi shay?
K says: salamtch
S says: alah esalmik
S says: bbye;p
K says: bye tc ;p

I closed my laptop, brushed my teeth and threw myself on the bed.
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6alal..
Wainik ya 6alal
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I grabbed my phone and dialed his number..3 rings later-

‘aloo!’
‘6alal?’
‘halaa shloonich?’
‘zaina.. wainik matrid 3alay? matdig.. shfeek?’
‘mafeeni shay ….’

I waited for a justification, but none came.

‘6alal.. shfeek mit8ayir 3lay?’
‘mo mit8ayir 3alech.. shakoo’
‘wain ily gabi kan edig oo mayhidnee loo shinoo.. ib themitik matshoof farg 3an gabil?’
‘emm.. la 3ady..’
‘aha..’

We both stayed quiet, 5 minutes of annoying silence.

‘so..’
‘soo.. - wainik?’
‘bil gahwa wiya Na9oor, intay?’
‘ana bil bait tawni imkhal9a dirasa lna 3indy imti7an 8awa3id bachir, oo kint yaya banam bs gilt adig a6aman 3alaik ashoof wainik’
‘ahaa..’
‘yup..’

Another long silence..

‘khala9 akalmich bacher ana ok?’
‘emm, ok’
‘tabeen shay?’
‘salamtik’
‘alah ysalmich, yala bye’
‘bye’
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