Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Bean #2

A new msn window popped up..

Dumi™ says: hii
S says: heyy ;p
Dumi™ says: shlonich?:p
S says: good, you?;p
Dumi™ says: tamam.. :p agoool i have a frend 7ada 5osh wa7d ;P
S says: annd..?
Dumi™ says: ba3arfa 3alaich!!!:P
K has been added to the conversation!
Dumi™ says: K!! hiii
K says: hala wala
Dumi™ says: this is S ... and S this is K
K says: wn3em
S says: yin3am b7alik
Dumi™ says: soooo..
K says: so..
K says: intay wiya il 5abla bl madrsa?;p
S says: deema?..
K says: eee deema ;p
S says: yea
Dumi™: heeey! haha int il 5abll :p
S: akalmich b3dain kk i gotta go
Dumi™: laaaaish wain btro7eeen!!
S: jam3iya.. b3dain i have studies
Dumi™: 5alich shweeeyy :( ...
S: sorry ;p tc

I signed out.
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Dakhalt the 3rd isle and picked up a few chocolate bars and some junk, and my reliable source of
energy, redbull. when I got home, I changed into a loose shirt, stayed in my panties, and threw myself on my bed.
I wonder what he's doing right now..
I reached for my poor phone. It was impatiently waiting to see some action. I dont blame it. 6alal hadnt called or texted me in a while. He was getting bored and I could feel it.. the way he'd stay quiet for five or ten minutes straight before letting out a sigh or a breath of devastation and boredom. I ofcourse, would stay quiet as I desperatley rumaged through my mind in search of something that might catch a microamount of his interest. I used to believe in love lasting forever, but after eight months of us, I put 6alal's words next to his actions and saw the enormous difference. 'Latgoleen inich 7abeebty, intay mo 7abeebty, intay zojti' he'd say, but as we entered the eighth month he'd stay quiet for 80 percent of the time leaving me with no reason or explanation for his actions.
'someones missing u, wainik?' I punched in and pressed send. I waited for 10 quiet minutes for a reply, none came.
calling 6aluy:*...
'al mushtarik la yarud yurj-'
This is what would happen everyday for 2 weeks. I'd call, he wouldnt pick up, and i wouldnt hear from him 'till the next day. i was okay with it, kind of. Just as long as he didnt leave me.

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